Thursday, October 22, 2015
been a looooooong time since i typed
probably its bcoz things have been under control
but lately things have made me mental....
betrayed by 2 of my staff.. nvr expected they do this to me
i have never done anything to them
y do they have to do this to me
its driving me mental
too scared to slp.. wary of ppl ard me
how long more must this go on
all i want is for them to be found
n return me back my dignity and mental state
sigh
another 2 staff had to be asked to go due to attendance
with a heavy heart i had to ask them to go
despite that i am still very close to them
i still wished i could help them
but if i help them
who will help me sigh
after one prob another prob
i realli dunno wat to do
i wanna cry but i juz cant
i wanna laugh but its so fake
i wanna be happy but i cant smile
i juz wan this episode to be over
i wan my life back
i wish i could give up
but for many reasons i cant
too many emotional attachment to this place
its like a baby to me
i wanna watch it grow
i want to be the one to make it grow
sigh
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;