Saturday, September 22, 2007
after so long..
i realised this is the oni way that i pour our my sorrows to...
i dun realli tell anibody how i feel..
y is that so??
m i that afraid that they will make fun of me??
or is it dun wish ppl to noe...
i mean it does kill me at times..
bt there is nth i can do..
even if i have the intention of telling ppl abt it..
my mouth can nvr say out the words that i intend to say...
wen i m happy or sad..
all i do is keep quiet..
it hurts badly inside..
i wanna cry at times..
bt tears dun come out..
wen i look back.
i ask myself..
what m i doing with my life??
y m i wasting it like tt??
i m juz looking for the guy who can cure the pain..
nt for the time being.
bt for the long run..
i m like keeping guys away frm my life..
i dun wish to hurt them..
y m i doing this??
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Friday, September 21, 2007
nw i m officially promoted...
bt y m i not happy...
in fact these few days i have been easily frustrated...
wat m i to do.
i dunno how to react...
argh...
i mean..
been alone all this while in d office...
i dunno wat to do..
how can i make myself happy?
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;