Friday, July 25, 2008
i m feeling troubled. lots of problems. from personal life to my skool life. going thru my exams now. very stressed. all i need is somebody hu cares n noes wat i m feeling nw. i tell ppl abt my family probs so that they can help me out n be there for me. nt to dig on how the family shld behave. i been in this situation for d longest time. i dun need ppl to tell me tt.
can u juz stop breathing dwn my neck. stop asking wat happen. juz leave it n move on. i realli feel very irritated right nw. i dunno wat to say n wat to do. i supposed to be studying bt my mind elsewhere. i dun need ppl to tell me wat to do with my family. they been like tt for the longest time. n they wont chg. u wldnt noe how i feel wen i c my frenz or u happily with ur family. all i wanna do nw is cry. bt y. shld i? i juz feel tt u r nt sensitive to my feelings. yes u noe my probs. bt u r nt helping me. in fact u make me more irritated by telling me tt "he shldnt b doing tt or y is she like tt" i dun need tt. all i need is 4 somebody to tell me tt he b there for me. is tt hard? m i asking too much? y all d ppl tt i noe r nt sensitive enuf to noe wat to say.
ppl c me as a tough person. bt in fact i m nt. i break down easily. even wen typing tis i m crying. i m nt wat u tink i m. i pretend tt i can take critics bt its hard on me. i m still young. ppl dun understand certain tings n they have a high expectation of me. wat m i to do?
all i ask is space. space to breathe. space to think. space to relax.
i hope i get it soon
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
