Saturday, July 14, 2007
exams round the corner...
bridal show coming..
y must this happen to me??
bad enuf i work 6days a week..
nw with my exams...
i m pratically occupied 24/7..
is it fair to him??
have i neglected him??
i rarely sms or talk to him on the phone nowadays..
mi very bad??
i feel guilty..
each time we meet..
i m so tired..
wen on the phone..
both of us tired..
i dun wish due to this,
i lost him for good..
must i choose??
even my health is making fun of me...
wen i c him..
i want to say "I m sorry!"
bt those words can nvr come out from my mouth...
y is it so hard...
i neglected him for the longest time....
though he understands the situation..
i really wished i cld spend more time with him...
it seems tt we have lesser tings to talk about nowadays...
i feel bad..
guilty....
wat must i do to get rid of this feeling??
even if he finds other girls i wont blame him..
i've gt myself to blame...
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;