Thursday, April 13, 2006
haiz....
i am back again...
i juz realise tt my sis dun wan me to get close to ani of her frenz...
bt y??
i mean..
they've been calling my hse talking to me...
bt wen they ask my sis abt me..
her ans wld b..
dunno.. or even call her urself..
i noe one of her frenz..
we used to get along well back then..
then wen they broke up we didnt contact...
bt recently he called..
we talked on the phone for a while and all..
my bdae juz passed..
i guess he knew or my sis told him it was my bdae...
he asked for my number...
guess wat she said...
I DUN HAF HER NUMBER!!
i mean wat the heck..
y cant u juz gif him my number...
ok..
if u tink tt u wanna protectme frm him..
bt at least inform me tt he said happy bdae or sumting..
bt no....
he had to call my hse..
n he told me abt it..
sumtimes i wonder...
y am i stucked in tis life..
i mean..i m SUPER nt close wif my sis..
we barely talk to each other..
or in fact..
she shut me out of her ilfe..
is tt wat a sis is for??
sumtimes i juz wanna talk to her..
haf sum gals2gals talk..
i noe we are bz wif our own lifes..
bt we dun even communicate..
even if we do is alwas quarrels...
i am sick n tired of tis kind of life...
i wish i cld juz get out of this life...
go sumwhere..
where ppl r more friendlier...
n i can get peace...
i feel very sad...
plus all my sis does is brag all her achievements...
i noe i dun haf much..
bt..
it makes her seems way much better..
n i m nth compared to her....
I FEEL USELESS!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
ahaha..
tis is a great wk 4 me..
my bf oni booked in on monday
n he will b booking out on fri/...
aint tt gd..
ahaha..
in other words..
he oni book in 4 3 days..
yeah..
tis is like the greatest wk ever..
mayb i shld catch up on my slp..
hafnt been slping well..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;