Monday, May 21, 2007
i m feeling so happy..
i dun tink i can describe how i feel right now
all i can say is tt i m blessed
i m happy with wat have happen to me....
i hope this is not temporary.
tt aside..
i may seemed happy-go-lucky..
bt in actual fact...
i m scared..
sad..
i realli dunno wat to do..
wen i c wat is happening in my family..
realli make me lose my concentration...
all i want is the whole family to be happy..
bt i hope my dad juz listens..
i noe its pain/..
i noe its hard...
bt if it is for your own good y not..
if u tink tt me n mummy love doing it..
den sorry..
we are not..
wen we begged u to do it..
u wun listen..
it juz hurts me tt u dun wanna do it..
i've been tinking all day..
i oso dunno wat to do..
wen i say my mom cried..
it juz hurts me..
wen i hear wat she say abt my dad..
it hurts me..
(though at tt pt i agreed with her)
haiz....
.: LiFe iS sUCh a R0LLer c0aSTer:.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;