Saturday, June 13, 2009
i dunnmo y bt i juz feel like crying nw..
it seems watever is happening is affecting me emotionally..
i realli dunget it..
i dunno wat else to do.
everyting i do is wrong..
or r u juz pickin on me...
i wanna smile n laugh al over again.
i dun wanna feel so miserable animore..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
i juz dun understand hw ppl work..
or rather...
r they even working..
i noticed everyting is done by someone else..
all he does is scold on y is it nt actioned?
bt have he ever wondered wat we r doing all this while??
"we've gt lots to cath up. i m nt cing much rsponse frm u.."
"stop chatting too much online"--> fyi i chatting with my own boss
"i dun understand what have u been doing all this while wen all d emails r nt responded"
"so u want me to reply basic information or decision making"
wow... what a start of a day.
all seems to be all wrong...
its nt like as if i m nt doing ani work for the past one week..
bt u r overloading me with all these stuff..
i noe the reason y u re-hired me back..
u said it to my face tt.
"u noe wat Siti i actualli told myself i wont hire u back.. bt a few days ago someone called me up"
wow...
i reali question ur professionalism........
somewat i feel like as if i m going to a war everyday with u..
u seemed to do things on purpose
to c how long i can last
so tt u can gloat n prove to someone tt i cant work..
"i m giving u one n a half mths.. u better buck up or out u go"
"many ppl r eyeing for your position"
to me no one is indispensible to d co.
bt juz hw u treat ur staff...
wow..
wat a threaten..
i tink u shld stop comparing me being a SM previously
n me nw a coordinator..
its a whole diff ball game..
i m trying to motivate myself everyday to come to work n b happy..
bt if tis is the situation i m getting everyday..
its BLOODY tiring..
i always tot u r rather a reasonable person..
bt it seems tis situation is too familiar for me..
it seems u r pushin me to d wall so tt i collaspe n quit..
if tt is wat u want..
GUESS Wat.
I WONT!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;