Sunday, October 21, 2007
i have been hurt yet again..
tis time by a guy..
a guy whom i realli liked..
a guy whom i thought was different..
a guy who was sweet n nice to me..
bt i decided to break as i tot it wasnt fair for him..
after breaking we met..
he said he wanted to be close to me..
i was hesitant..
bt at the end i was fine..
after tt..
a gd fren of mine told me to watch a movie...
it basically shows how selfish and foolish a love can be..
tt wen i realised i was unfair to him...
wanted to call him and tell him how sorry i was..
bt i viewed his profile.
he already had a new gal..
i cried almost throughout the nite..
it was a stab in my heart..
he msged me again..
i asked who's tt gal.
he said "close fren.?"
i knew tis time i cant believe him..
he was saying the same tings he said to me b4..
nw she is officiallyu his gf..
well..
another deep stab.
bt..
now all i can do is to wish him good luck..
kinda regret being with him..
shld have juz hated him like i used to....
now i realli hate HIM!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;