Monday, November 02, 2009
i feel like an empty shell rite now..
so empty tt i cant even tink properly.
haiz..
i feel tt i m getting more evil each day..
ppl try to make me die..
usually i will juz let it go..
bt tis time huever try to make me die..
i make them die with me...
i dun like d new me..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Sunday, November 01, 2009
i dunno wat m i feeling rite now..
totally no more motivation to work..
i m juz going to work for the sake of working..
doing the work for d sake of doing it..
i dun find me putting my heart n soul into it..
i seemed to have lost myself here..
i cant find my motivation or even the satisfaction of doing it..
its like..
my body n mind may seemed to b working..
bt nt my soul.
my soul is floating somewhere..
searching for a place to be in..
all week i drag myself to work..
half of the time i dun listen to wat my team is telling me..
juz lost it...
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;