Thursday, October 04, 2012
everyting dun seem rite now..
all look so vague n blur..
i wish i had a clearer direction...
prob i juz need a break to rethink..
wat do i realli want??
its something that i have been pondering over the years...
i realli dunno wat i wat....
bottomline i juz wanna be happy
b back where i was previously
can i ever do that again??
tings changed ovr d yrs..
i realli dunno hw to adjust to all..
heart aches each time hear ppl start talking
i juz wish they keep their mouth shut
TIRED....
NEED A BREAK....
TIRED...
NEED A BREAK!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
Monday, October 01, 2012
nw the whole freaking world tinks tt i m freaking heartless
is it my fault that things turn out this way??
have ppl gt ani idea hw tired i m after each day of work...
n everyday after work there is a million n one other ppl feelings to take care of
wat abt mine??
just leave it as it is??
aint tt bloody unfair..
i ate all the humble pie i can eat..
put up a "happy" face n mk fake conversations though i dun feel like it
ppl juz take tings for granted..
do i have to give in to everyting?
a comment made "u shld go.. if u dun go ppl will tink its u hu create trouble"
me again??
wtf
so have i been creating trouble all tis while
another comment "doesnt matter u went yest.. at the end of d day its still his parent.. since he flying off u shld juz visit him"
nt like as if he gg forever..
its juz a week
n i m so freaking tired
its even more tiring wen i have to translate all that my gal say to him
it seems he dun understand at all
i noe he trying his best...
bt guess wat
his best is like "not trying"
if i say too much ppl will tink i m too meddlesome..
GUESS WAT U GUYS GOT UR OWN SET OF PROBLEMS..
SO DO I!!
GET A LIFE!!
if giving opinions can even b wrong..
I RATHER DUN TALK FROM NOW ON!!
FIGURE IT OUT URSELF!!
work is already a bitch..
i m like a freaking time bomb which can explode anitime...
all i wanna do is to walk away fromwork..
bt i cant
too many commitments...
TICK..
TOCK.....
TICK..........
TOCK...........
KABOOM!!!!!!!!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;