Friday, August 21, 2009
my heart is telling me is ok...
bt my mind tell me i shldnt do it..
y cant both of them beat as one..
i m realli confused.
is it bcoz my life is empty..
tt i let myself give away like tt..
or is it tt my feelings for him nvr chg..
i realli dunno..
bt wat i noe..
is d hurt i felt last time..
i dun wanna be taken for another emotional ride..
i had enuf of it..
by doing wat i m doin nw..
wat is d diff to wat he did to me d last time?
i realli dunno..
haiz..
i wonder shld i take d action against tt monkey..
at least i noe my job or my colleagues job wont b threatened with him gone..
bt wat if they still decide to keep him..
wldnt i make our life more difficult.
caught in d middle..
i realli dunno wat to do..
at the end of the day i dun wanna be d devil..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;