Sunday, July 15, 2007
have u ever felt that ur life is under some other person's control??
i m nt saying that my life is..
bt i feel that i have got no life..
i mean..
all i do is work n study..
gt boyfriend oso got no time for him..
m i doing the right thing??
is it my job? study??
or is it plain me???
i feel like a puppet..
at work i m at my boss mercy
i m at his beck n call...
study wise..
i got no time to study..
after work i m too damn tired to touch my books..
now i had to force myself coz exams are cuming..
then..
at home..
my mom n dad ggt expectations from me..
nt expecting me to be like my sis..
my grandma trying to control my life..
i have a sis who dun regard me as one.
may i noe wat is all this..
sometimes i realli dunno wat my life is about...
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
nw i m begining to wonder y m i in a relationship??
is it bcoz i m lonely??
or i really want to be with him??
some how i feel that there is sumting missing between us..
bt i juz cant put my finger into it..
i mean..
its nice hafing him ard n all....
bt..
d feeling i get is not i expect it to be....
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;