Friday, November 12, 2010
somehw me feeling lost..
i realli dunno wat to do rite nw..
so many tings have happened...
though i noe mom said she accpeted it...
bt deep dwn she is as lost as me...
somehw i feel like such a failure...
mom was super upset coz she didnt expect tis frm me...
as for dad..
i suspect someting is nt rite w him..
i realised lately..
he's being able to accept tings..
n tt nt his character tt i noe..
tis is very worrying..
i juz hope all will b ok frm nw on...
seriously..
i cant take animore shocks...
nt sure if i can take it ani longer..
i ptiy him though..
he is stuck in bet....
though he noes wat he wants to do..
his parents r somewat nt convinced by his actions..
i juz hope time will help to improve tings...
like i said....
it cld b a blessing in disguise..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;