Sunday, May 13, 2007
How can u do this to me..
U claim tt u love me..
If u love tt sumbody u shld let them be happy…
Even if u need to let it go…
At times anger is hard to appease..
U may say u r angry wif me 2…
Bt have u ever felt how is it to be hurt over and over again..
I cry in my slp at times…
Wat m I to do…
After so long, even if I wanna cry,
There are no tears…
It hurts frm inside…
In the eyes of others,
I may seemed fine..
Bt deep done I m hurt and angry…
Angry with myself for not letting it go..
Angry with myself as I trusted u too much
Angry with myself for giving u the chance to hurt me…
Angry with myself for having it kept so long
Angry with myself tt I nvr wanna trust wat others have to say
Angry with myself for letting you in my life..
Nw I am full of regrets…
Wat d point..
What is done cannot be undone…
Shld I start trusting again??
I dunno..
I cant make up my mind..
All I need a day of holiday or rest..
Away from everything…
Family…
Friends..
Work…
Life..
A time for me to reflect on what have happen…
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;