Sunday, May 27, 2007
as d days goes by..
i find myself attracted to him..
bt y cant i juz make myself accept him?
is there anything tt i m looking out for??
is he d guy for me??
or is he juz any other guys who walked in into my life??
in d past..
wen i was with my x...
in the bus there was a bunch of drunkies..
tot he wld protect me..
bt as such..
he almost find fault with them...
lucky with me he cldnt do much..
all i did was to pretend tt they didnt exiswt and carry on the bus ride..
all he cld tink of is..
"if they come near us, they will get it frm me"
afterall..
at tt pt of time..
i felt i was d one who had to protect him and stop him
frm getting into trouble...
2day..
d same ting happen...
on the SAME bus no..
taking the SAME route...
bt at tt pt..
no matter how scared m i..
i felt tt he is there to protect me..
and not vice versa..
all i cld do is hold on tight to him..
y..
y is this happening to me??
wat must i do to myself tt i will take him in..
shld i give GUYS another chance??
or shld i juz let them slip thru my fingers..
wat m i to do...
CONFUSED!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;