Friday, April 07, 2006
here i am..
posting in my blog again..
went for aninterview early in the morning..
bt again..
i dun tink i nailed it..
haiz...
is it tt hard to look 4 a job..
so much 4 ppl understanding tt i am bored staying at hm..
bt actual fact is.
I M STRESSED!!!
staying at hm make me think..
i do lotsa tinking..
shld i do tis??
shld i do tt??
was i right wen i did tt??
sense of regret starts to overcome me..
day by day..
even nw...
i am tinking..
did i do wat i suppose 2 do during the interview??
shld i regret apply 4 tt job??
wat shld i do?/
i need to stop tinking and move on..
its easier said than done..
wen i wanna go out.
i get controlled by my parents!!
wat the hell..
i am 20 for goodness sake..
i m no longer 10!!!
at times i juz wanna stay out late..
enjoy the company of my frenz..
even i reach hm b4 12..
they get angry..
y cant i reach hm late?
n y my sis can??
she can stay out till 7am nxt day..
n nobody care..
i dun wish to have such a freedom..
bt wat i wish is they cld let me go and have my fun...
i feel bad wen i had to leave my frenz halfway..
its so nt me...
i prefer to be wif them till the end..
to my frenz..
i m sorry if i always leave halfway..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;