Thursday, June 30, 2005
sumtimes wen i hear my blog song..
i realli wonder sumting..
what are friends for??
how do i noe who r my frenz n hu r nt??
d sentence:
"That's what friends are for"
what are they for??
are they there 2 hurt u even more??
or are they there 2 comfort u wen u r dwn??
so wat r friends realli for??
i have no idea myself..
sumtimes i wonder..
r they my real friends?
or r they not??
hu r my real friends??
d question is still ringing in my head till 2dae.
i admit tt i might hurt some ppl..
i realised it..
i tried 2 chg..
nw i m nt even myself animore...
while i chg myself..
others start hurting me..
wen will this ever end??
m i happy with my chged life??
i dun tink i m..
sumtimes i even asked myself..
"is wat i m doing rite..
by doing tis did i hurt anione in d process..."
i nvr noe..
now i even wished tt none of tis had happened..
i wished tings were back 2 normal...
bt i guess it can nvr happen..
all i can do is to look into the future..
Like wat i said in one of my previous entry..
"y m i deceiving myself?"
i guess life is full of deceivings...
PS: i m nt trying 2 say abt ani of u out there..
tis is my inner thoughts....
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;