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    Thursday, October 22, 2015


    been a looooooong time since i typed
    probably its bcoz things have been under control
    but lately things have made me mental....
    betrayed by 2 of my staff.. nvr expected they do this to me
    i have never done anything to them
    y do they have to do this to me
    its driving me mental
    too scared to slp.. wary of ppl ard me
    how long more must this go on
    all i want is for them to be found
    n return me back my dignity and mental state

    sigh

    another 2 staff had to be asked to go due to attendance
    with a heavy heart i had to ask them to go
    despite that i am still very close to them
    i still wished i could help them
    but if i help them
    who will help me sigh

    after one prob another prob
    i realli dunno wat to do
    i wanna cry but i juz cant
    i wanna laugh but its so fake
    i wanna be happy but i cant smile
    i juz wan this episode to be over
    i wan my life back

    i wish i could give up
    but for many reasons i cant
    too many emotional attachment to this place
    its like a baby to me
    i wanna watch it grow
    i want to be the one to make it grow

    sigh

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Sunday, February 22, 2015


    Been since the last time i posted someting here..
    Things have changed rapidly
    Sometimes i realli wonder what is going on
    i juz feel tired
    n i noe when i am tired i get my bitch fit
    which is not good for anybody
    i tend not to care what they feel
    i just neeed PURE REST
    NO disturbance
    can i ever get that??

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Wednesday, November 13, 2013


    whatever.... WHATEVER..

    I m tired

    I m exhausted

    I m frustrated

    I do not know wat to do next

    can I juz give up??

    I feel like the world is crumbling down on me bit by bit

    crashing me

    hindering me from wat I wanna do

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Friday, February 15, 2013


    i nvr understood how ppl can juz simply tink of the situation one sided...
    usually more den 1 person is involved
    its very unfair to juz scream and shout juz like tt
    she is nt e oni one hu is tired or stressed

    how abt others hu is gg to go thru it??
    have they ever thought of that...
    super pissed and irritated at the situation atm..

    was so tempted to scream back or even walk out of the hse..
    cant believe she did tt earlier..
    i knew i had to control my temper in..
    otherwise tings will juz get out of hand....

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Tuesday, October 30, 2012


    today is realli a testing day for me
    nvr haf i been so frustrated badly.....
    nvr haf anione walked out on dnr juz like tt...
    tt was so fucking rude...
    in d first place u d one in d wrong y take it out on d food...
    tt nvm she oso make it like as if its my fault..
    pls for goodness sake do d right ting for once

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Thursday, October 04, 2012


    everyting dun seem rite now..
    all look so vague n blur..
    i wish i had a clearer direction...
    prob i juz need a break to rethink..

    wat do i realli want??
    its something that i have been pondering over the years...
    i realli dunno wat i wat....
    bottomline i juz wanna be happy
    b back where i was previously
    can i ever do that again??

    tings changed ovr d yrs..
    i realli dunno hw to adjust to all..
    heart aches each time hear ppl start talking
    i juz wish they keep their mouth shut

    TIRED....

    NEED A BREAK....

    TIRED...

    NEED A BREAK!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Monday, October 01, 2012


    nw the whole freaking world tinks tt i m freaking heartless
    is it my fault that things turn out this way??
    have ppl gt ani idea hw tired i m after each day of work...
    n everyday after work there is a million n one other ppl feelings to take care of
    wat abt mine??
    just leave it as it is??
    aint tt bloody unfair..

    i ate all the humble pie i can eat..
    put up a "happy" face n mk fake conversations though i dun feel like it
    ppl juz take tings for granted..

    do i have to give in to everyting?
    a comment made "u shld go.. if u dun go ppl will tink its u hu create trouble"
    me again??
    wtf
    so have i been creating trouble all tis while
    another comment "doesnt matter u went yest.. at the end of d day its still his parent.. since he flying off u shld juz visit him"
    nt like as if he gg forever..
    its juz a week
    n i m so freaking tired

    its even more tiring wen i have to translate all that my gal say to him
    it seems he dun understand at all
    i noe he trying his best...
    bt guess wat
    his best is like "not trying"

    if i say too much ppl will tink i m too meddlesome..

    GUESS WAT U GUYS GOT UR OWN SET OF PROBLEMS..

    SO DO I!!

    GET A LIFE!!

    if giving opinions can even b wrong..

    I RATHER DUN TALK FROM NOW ON!!

    FIGURE IT OUT URSELF!!

    work is already a bitch..
    i m like a freaking time bomb which can explode anitime...
    all i wanna do is to walk away fromwork..
    bt i cant
    too many commitments...

    TICK..

    TOCK.....

    TICK..........

    TOCK...........

    KABOOM!!!!!!!!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;